Why is it taking so long? What am I doing wrong? I’ve tried everything. It hurts so much to see a negative after trying for so long. It hurts seeing your friends have kids while you are doing everything to have your own. It hurts seeing people who aren’t even trying get what you are wishing for and staying up late at night praying for. It hurts seeing girls younger than you get pregnant and take it for granted. It feels like constantly suffocating and there is nothing you or anyone can do to take the pain away. More than anything, it feels like a slap in the face when you can’t conceive but a 15 year old girl can her first time having sex. It hurts like a bitch.

No one will see this but that’s okay. Just needed to rant and feel like someone was listening.