I hate my body!!!!

Ive always had trouble with my image but now after a baby it's gotten worse! Idk what's going on recently but I eat alot, and the thing is I dont enjoy the food. I'm grossed out by my eating habits. I get upset and eat some more... I have a 3month old who is super clingy and I love it but that means I dont have ME time. I want to be able to get up eat healthy and only small necessary amounts, WANTING to excercise... ugh right now in my head I'm onl

y here for my son