Depression

I’m 21. I’ve been dealing with depression for a couple of months now. I’m always sad, feeling alone. I find myself crying a lot. I’m pushing the only person who has been there for me away which is my boyfriend. My grandmother passed away 9 months ago and that was the only person that I feel like genuinely cared for me besides my boyfriend. My family is more on the phone side, so I tend to keep to Myself. I’m also not working at the moment and living with my mother who has toxic ways so that has a lot to do with my depression as well. Sometimes I just feel so lost and don’t know what to do.