Miscarriage

K • Boy mom 💙

Man.. I know that I’m not the only one here that’s terrified of the unknown now after my first miscarriage. March was our first month TTC and it worked. We were over the moon and felt beyond blessed, but then miscarried at 5 weeks. I bled for 5 days, and then saw my OB the next week for a blood test and to discuss the MC. Bloodwork came back negative and he told me that we were ok to start trying immediately. Yesterday was the first day of my fertile window according to GLOW, but it still doesn’t seem like my LH ovulation test strips are getting any darker. I am so worried that I won’t ovulate this month at all, or that it’s gonna be super hard for me to get pregnant again, or that when I do it’s going to end up as another MC. But honestly I just want to get there again. I want to be pregnant again and have hope. I swore we weren’t going to get pregnant on the first try and was absolutely shocked when I saw the digital was positive. I couldn’t believe it. Now I’m so scared it’s not going to be that easy again.