Taking back what I said?

I never regret my child! I never thought I’d regret the choice I made, with the man my son will call father. I used to think its wrong for women to say that regret the man.

Tbh it would be so much easier to move on from the situation if we didn’t have a kid.

Maybe I’m just being immature minded. I’m just so fed up, but still love him very much! 🤦🏻‍♀️

Anyone else feel this way? Or is just me being childish?

Like sometimes he acts interested in our son then other times it’s like he doesn’t care. Not to mention he cheated once (sexually) and talked to a few women before.

When ever there’s a problem between us, it’s always my fault. Like when a ex fling unfollowed me, he asked why? I couldn’t tell him and it was still my fault. It’s just been hell sometimes.