Abandoned by my (ex??)boyfriend

Im sorry for posting this here but I have no friends and no one to go to, please be as blunt with me as possible, or even tell me what to say (I’m horrible with words). Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost two years, he recently started a second job so he’s busy all the time. Before he started that job the honeymoon phase very obviously fizzled out and he stopped paying attention to me, talking on me, and rarely made me feel like I was his girlfriend and not just his friend. I wanted to make it work, so I kept telling him how my needs weren’t being met, nothing changed so we took a break, we’ve been fighting so much and it was just so much tension. He says he still loves me romantically, he still gets jealous, and he still wants to know what I’m up to (and gets upset when I don’t tell him), but he says he isn’t sure if he wants to slowly get back into the relationship. I have little patients and I just want to make it work, we talked a bit last night and he was telling me how he feels like he’s toxic (even tho he’s not he’s very sweet). However the break has made me learn patients and I’m willing to take my time if he wants to get back together eventually and take things slow. But now he’s ignoring me, I don’t know what to do, I don’t feel like I hold any place to him, even tho he said he loved me yesterday his actions just tell me that he’d be indifferent if I wasn’t a part of his life anymore. What do I tell him, what do I do, I can’t stop crying.