Depressed bc i feel fat

Ok so I'm about 5'6 and almost 200 lbs.

Today I went and kinda spoiled myself and bought some Victoria Secret undies. My bf wamted to see me try them on so I agreed to send pics. Well as I was about to start taking pics I stopped and looked in the mirror and broke down. I saw a fat ugly girl. I am uncomfortable in my own skin and it makes me depressed