Guilty

I feel so guilty with my toddler (3.5 years). He loves being around little kids but he gets so bossy and shouts and screams at them when things don’t go his way. And then they stop wanting to play with him when we call them for an outing later.

He is still an only child even though we’ve been ttc for a while and this is also making me so emotional. We recently moved countries (1.5months ago) and I can’t seem to get into a new social circle. I know he needs constant entertainment but I can’t do it all the time and neither does he just want me (or an adult). He needs children to play with but I really don’t know what to do.

It breaks my heart to keep him on tv or coloring or playing with his cars alone and even when we do go out alone he prefers to buy a toy and go back home then play at the mall. I know I’m doing something wrong but I don’t know what to do about it. My husband is not that supportive when I’m emotional and he wud rather get busy with something than deal with my emotions. I just need some advice I’m just very emotional