Sad Sex

Hey ladies,

This is a very sensitive topic, please, all I ask are positive affirmations, suggestions & no judgement.

Last night I almost had sex, I wanted to but I knew I wasn’t ready (I’m a Virgin). I went ahead with it anyway, it was obvious my body wasn’t ready for it because I was tight/dry.

We ended up trying but then it hurt too much and he could tell I was uncomfortable, so we stopped. Afterwards I started crying. I kept saying that I was forcing myself to do it and I would’ve regret it, that I’m not ready for sex and what was wrong with me. There was a point where I almost felt numb thinking of the thought of not being a Virgin anymore... I’m a survivor of child sex abuse, that could be possible reason for my reaction, as well as traditional family values that I don’t necessarily follow, but have been embedded in me. I’d just like to know if anyone has had a similar experience, give me any advice, and/or provide me positivity.

Thank you❤️