ugh why?

I just wanna break down and cry! My own bf turn me down. So basically I wanted him to some to the spring festival (it’s kinda like a small fair). I thought it would be a cute date or time to spend together. But he say he got “plans”. Okay no big deal. But his “ plans” anit nothing. His plans is to play “ball”. I just feel embarrassed and disappointed. That your own bf turn u down. well I get to be a third wheel Friday 🥳💔

& also I don’t wanna cry bc he anit coming. It’s just more stuff on top of what I’m going thru. I just wanna have fun and not think bout the stuff that’s going on.