1 month after D&C (vent)

Here I am 1 month after my D&C. And my heart is just hurting. I have two very best friends that I was pregnant with. And another who was two weeks behind me (and after knowing I lost my baby TWO weeks later to the day sent a group message with her sono pic) and I have a 4th friend who just met a guy in November and is possibly already pregnant. All while I am still dealing with the aftermath of my failed pregnancy. Doctor bills still coming in, weekly tests to make sure my HCG goes down to 0, and the constant reminder that I don’t get the blessing in November that I thought I would be getting. Instead I got a Partial Molar pregnancy and was told I needed to wait 6 months to try again. I just feel absolutely defeated y’all...and I just needed to vent 💔