Lost, confused/ seeking advice

I'm having a hard time with my depression lately. A big issue right now is my boyfriend of two years, father of my child, cannot get it through his head that life has to change and time is ticking. I'm 9 weeks and 2 days. We have known for a little over a month. He has no job still, and continues to not care about his court. I feel like I am doing everything on my own. I'm working hard at the gas station I work at just to scrape by.

Another issue I'm having is when I feel completely fine, no stomach ache, no gas, no cravings I get very very upset and feel like I'm not pregnant anymore. I did miscarry last year in March so that's upsetting and Always freaks me out.

At my last appointment they sent me to a specialist due to the previous miscarriage.

I guess I'm wondering

1) what to do with my depression

2) what to do with my boyfriend

3) how to reassure myself that I am still pregnant