Bad doctor visit ☹️

So I had my 30w doctor visit today, I gained 10 pounds in a month. My pressure was 145/87. Urine is normal. Baby is measuring normal. Baby heart rate normal. However due to my high blood pressure I have to do blood work, to see if the pressure is doing anything to my body. Doctor said it could make me prone to having seizures after he checked my reflexes ☹️. I feel so sad and worried. I haven’t had headaches or anything but today the one day when I go to the doctor. I had diarrhea the one day I go to the doctor. Sigh. Pretty much ruined my day. I’m always nervous going to the doctor.