Not fair to him or to me?

So I might be pregnant, there’s a good chance I am. My period is over a month late my boob/nipples have been sensitive and hurting since early April and I spotted 2 weeks before I was supposed to get my period and I have been so nauseous and sick every single morning super early and most of the day

my sister said all this happened to her and now she has 3 kids lol

So anyway my boyfriend and I are terrified and getting a test today. We’re old enough to have a kid but he said if I was pregnant we aren’t having it and that i have to get an abortion then he was like and if you don’t like I can’t do that right now

The thing is I’d feel extremely guilty getting an abortion I don’t want to, id probably have to raise a baby by myself if I’m pregnant I just can’t see myself going through with an abortion at all

Sooooo if I am pregnant is this all fair? Should I be able to have the baby if I want to? Or is it not to fair to him?

***. UPDATE. ***

I took a few tests, they’re all so positive! Nervous as fuck! He and his parents are for an abortion and they said they’re gonna take care of paying for it! I agreed and told them I wasn’t ready I just froze and couldn’t tell them I’m scared for some reason to tell them I want to keep it?

His mom was looking all this abortion shit up and wants me to make an appointment saying she’ll go with me but I really think I want to have this baby. It’s shitty I don’t want my boyfriend to leave tho I’m so anxious about all this. (We’re in our twenties)

I think I should call and make a doctors appointment and talk to them about it. I’m so conflicted pray for me please or send good vibes! 😩🙏 not sure how I’m going to break the news to them