I feel like he doesn't care.

Sorry. Long, ranty post. I just need to get this off my chest. I feel like I'm about to break down in tears because I'm so frustrated.

My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and a half. I love him so much, but I feel like for the last few months he just doesn't care about my feelings or listening to me or anything. He's always on his computer or phone when he's home, that's all he cares about. For example, if we have to go to the store or run errands he complains like it's my fault we have to go I can't go while he's at work because we only have one vehicle. (I don't work.) Also, he will mess around with his games for hours before letting us leave even though I ask him over and over to get ready. He treats his games like they are the most important thing and they can't wait an hour. I understand that he works and he wants to spend his days off relaxing, but it's part of being an adult.

As if his computer obsession wasn't enough to annoy me, he's always playing porn games or modding his games to add nudity and girls with big boobs and things like that. Now that wouldn't be so bad except for the fact that we haven't had sex for nearly a year. I just feel like he doesn't find me attractive anymore. It makes me feel terrible.

Everytime I try to tell him how I feel he either doesn't listen or doesn't care about what I say. Like just before I started writing this we are at his parents house and he asked me what's wrong, so I told him that I'm in a bad mood from something that happened earlier today and I want to go home. When I told he he just left the room and started a movie with his dad. He does this all the time he pushes me all the time to tell him what's wrong then when I tell him, he doesn't care.

This isn't even everything, but I didn't want to make the post any longer. If you managed to get through my rant thank you so much. I'm afraid of talking to him about how I feel because I love him so much and I don't want to give him a reason to leave me, but I just can't keep doing this.