Connecting with your baby

I had my son 6 weeks ago and I’m having a hard time connecting with him I know I love him don’t get me wrong i really do but i think I should feel a different way about him like I should connect differently can someone help me or let me know this is normal sometimes because I’m currently having a really difficult time

Edit after reading comments

I am on depression medicine and have talked with my dr thank y’all for commenting and letting me know this is normal if you had this problem how can I help fix it or connect with my son I feel horrible over it and cry sometimes