Struggling...

One of the girls that was in my wedding just announce she was pregnant. I don’t even know how to feel I told her I was happy for her but I’m honestly not. Why can everyone else have a healthy pregnancy every time and then we had to go through the loss. Why does everyone I know have to be pregnant right now. I don’t even want to see anything they have to say. Why can’t it be me. Sorry I’m just ranting but I no one I know understands what it is like to have to go through the pain of watching everyone around you be pregnant and that’s all you want.