100% Defeated - Still Pregnant

So I wanted a natural delivery, no induction, no pain meds, labor as much at home as possible, but my baby is now 5 days past her due date. I don’t think I can go 2 weeks, so I scheduled an induction for next Tuesday (8 days past my due date).

I don’t know why this has been so hard on me. I’ve been crying A LOT! I guess I shouldn’t have had expectations. I’ve worked out my entire pregnancy - still doing an hour a day on elliptical, bouncing on the ball, squatting, pumping, and nothing. My husband says if I just relax maybe she will come. I feel that I’ve done a lot of relaxing too. I started my maternity leave a week and a half ago, so I haven’t been working.

I just don’t know what to do. Now it’s affecting my husband and my relationship.

Seeking encouragement.