Hate my husband

My son is two, still nursing, I haven’t left him for more than a haircut in two years. I haven’t had a break, time to myself, nothing. I told my husband that was what I wanted for Mother’s Day, to have a break, some alone time. It was a completely normal day of me being the primary entertainment/caregiver for our son. I didn’t even get a card, flowers, literally nothing. I just want to be alone for half a day even. He doesn’t care. Clearly I’m just not a good enough mother or wife to deserve anything. I hate myself and my husband. I wish I could snap my fingers and just vanish forever.