Am I working myself up for disappointment?

I have PCOS. I have been hoping to concieve for 2 years. The last 3 months we have been actively trying. I have never been the one to be like this is it! This is my month! But the last few weeks I'm thoroughly convinced THIS IS MY MONTH!!!! The more "signs" happen the more I'm convinced. It started last October me and my husband were discussing when to actively start trying, he said May, I said January. Negotiation and my husbands baby fever got us to Febuary starting upspring fertility, march adding prenatals and taking premama fertility. Finally after 13 months of no period I got mine on the 3rd. My ovulation peak is thursday. After I started, I looked up the full moon. Something I never do. This months full moon is the flower moon, signifying fertility and reproduction in earth! I'm even more convinced now. I am just hoping and praying I'm not setting myself up for disappointment. I lost my daughter at 21 week in 2014. And haven't had a pregnancy since. I'm terrified I will never provide a child for my husband. I want this so bad but am afraid to disappoint us both. He has baby fever just as bad as I do. Do you guys think I'm setting myself up or may these be signs?