I chose to love my husband again..

Safe to say we had issues. No cheating. But issues. And they stemmed from my MIL unfortunately.

I have always been an outcast to his family. They don’t tell me happy Mother’s day or happy birthday. They don’t reply to my texts they only text my husband and they ALWAYS ask for money.

I married my husband June 1st 2018 so we haven’t been married very long but i got very hurt.

July 1st i found out i was pregnant. My MIL threatened to call the cops on me while i was pregnant because i texted her. Begged for money and told my husband if he didn’t help he was turning on her and he was going to be the reason she died(she’s diabetic and doesn’t take care of herself)

I’m diabetic as well so my pregnancy was sort of rough. Easier because i knew how to deal with diabetes but my sugars went out of control.

I was still happy. I was still loving my husband. He was there for everything for me and i loved him.

Then February 15th i went into labor and delivery because my sugars spiked to 500 and my blood pressure went up to 171/101.. 2 days later i had my son(he was due 3/11) via C-section

My son ended up having to go to the NICU.

While there my MIL did not even call to see if we were okay, how the baby was doing, nothing.. but she did call for $20 for her meds and $800 for a storage unit that had important documents of my husbands (i had been telling him for forever to get them out)

On March 1st my husband was supposed to come home. They did his circumcision, car seat test and everything was fine.. then when eating he had a choking fit because his breathing was off again and he couldn’t come home. I was broken, destroyed, hurting physically mentally and emotionally. The hospital i went to was horrible. As i left that say the NICU staff said “I’m sorry, but this just happens to moms who are diabetic. I was broken i thought it was all my fault. Then on our way home from the hospital my husband informed me he was going to get a loan to give the money to his mom.. so instead of being with me when i needed him the most. I was sad, in pain, and alone. I hated him. I hated his mom. I didn’t want to look at him, i didn’t want him to touch me nothing. I took all my anger out on him.

Then the other day i realized he didn’t deserve my anger his mother did. She’s the one that manipulates him, she’s the one that knew our situation and asked for money, she’s the one that could have not texted or could have got up off her ass and figured it the fuck out like adults do. I texted her i told her i was angry and why i was angry.. she didn’t text back.. she called my husband and my husband snapped. Told her she could call to see how we are without asking for money, that he’s not to blame for her being sick and dying, that he needed his things and everything that i had been saying he said it all too her. Neither of us have talked to her soon.

He messaged her happy Mother’s Day and she didn’t reply.

Although all this happened i was still mad and i didn’t look at him the same. Until last night we were laying in bed and something just clicked that he’s my husband and he did everything i asked of him to make it better. He would do anything for me and his son. He’s an amazing husband i was just filled with anger. He tried making up for it and i wouldn’t allow him even though he did everything i asked.

He’s an amazing daddy and an amazing husband he just made a mistake.

I am on the road to being happier in my marriage and in life. My marriage is going to be stronger and we have an amazing, happy, and handsome baby boy💙

Sorry this was long and if you made it this far thank you💙💙