I've been focusing on ttc and gaining weight in the process of it all because of the stress and finding negatives, makes me binge eat and stuff.. I've been ttc for 1 yr and I just need to get myself togther. I need to spend this month focusing on me, my health, my weight loss journey instead of wishing for a baby, I want a baby soo badly but it would extremely hard because my weight will come in the way of my experiences.. so I have to put myself first for this month and take care of my weight first... starting today on it.. is anyone else in this type of situation.. idk