Help Please??....😕

Me and my partner are a young couple, at the start of November last year we got a positive pregnancy test and was so excited. We were both 17 at the time and we had planned this but would tell everyone otherwise as we didnt want people telling us we were too young making decisions like this. Neither of us live with our parents so we feel like we have had to grow up quicker due to our circumstances.

Once I was pregnant I went to my doctors to just tell her and she had suspected an ectopic pregnancy and then I had to go hospital where I had blood work and a scan done and everything was fine. We was sent home the next day...

A few days later I am experiencing bleeding and due to me and my partner being worriers we went straight to the hospital and was told that it was normal and to go home. This happened 2 more times before the bleeding became really heavy and the pain became unbearable. I already knew what was happening and all I could do was sit on the toilet and cry. I decided to have a shower and 3 minutes later a big clot falls out of me and I just dropped and cried for my partner to call an ambulance.

Fast forward a day and im in a hospital bed feeling like crap because of the medication that they had given me and the amount of blood I had lost. I went for a scan and where I was supposed to see my baby and hear their heartbeat the room was just silent and all I heard was “unfortunately youve miscarried.”

After 5 long days in the hospital, sleepless nights, constant medication, 2 scans and a D&C it was finally time to go home.

February comes around, me and my partner are now 18 and we are ready to try for a baby again but ever since my miscarriage i always get pains in my right side every now and then. Me and my parter have intercourse very regularly especially when im ovulating but this is now the 4th month and nothing.

I fear that I may have something wrong with me or because of him smoking my partner may have something wrong.

At this point im just starting to loose hope and that maybe im cursed.

Any help or advice or anything you may thing I could do more or less of please let me know

Thank You❤️