Unexpectedly pregnant

Please don't judge me.

I'm 31 and have been dating my amazing boyfriend who I can see a curries with for 3 months. I found out I'm pregnant 5 weeks 3 days despite using contraception pill.

He was amazing and has vowed he will never walk away but we agreed to think about it and have been evr since.

I am currently undertaking a masters work long hours and a hospital and having this baby would out Al that on hold with financial implications. He lives and works 2 and half hours from Ms and cannot change this because of his career for another 18 months (army) I would be left parenting solo during the week.

I have no family support. I'm scared. Devastated and petrified that if I don't keep this baby it may be my only chance. I've never been pregnant.

Naturally having the baby makes me feel fill of fear too.

There is so much to consider but we haven't had our time and I'm so scared.