Ok I had my fourth baby on Feb 1st 2019. First pp menstrual cycle arrive April 16th. I've been waiting for May's cycle to arrive....nothing....I'm always regular even after giving birth so today I took a test late in the afternoon so urine was diluted for sure. Sure enough one hour after i checked the stick and theres a faint positive.... I'm freaking the fuck out. My baby is only 15 weeks old and she's my fourth!!! I can't have another baby so soon, can my body even handle that?!, can I handle that?!, is it crazy that I'm thinking it would be embarrassing to tell everyone I'm pregnant again?!

Holy shit I dont know what to think right now. I'm gonna test again in the morning to be sure. . For now I'm freaking out.