Sorry to have to share this on here. I just need it to come out and I have nobody to talk to. My husband got surgery, so he's gonna be without a job for about 2 months at least. The money we had in the bank was automatically going towards paying some tickets he owed, which at the time when he got them I told him to make payment arrangements for, but he ignored it. Now that it was time to renew his commercial license, all that money had to go to that because if not, he wouldn't be able to renew his license. We're already spending money from that because he didn't pay them at all. This was all before he had the surgery.. before even knowing he needed it. The money was just there. They were supposed to be paid and he never called or did anything. He started having pains and we went to the hospital. He needed to go in for surgery. It's been two weeks since then and everything is already going to shit. We're all stressed. The house is a complete mess. Literally a dump. Everything is on me. The last thing I'm worried about is the house. I have to take care of him and do everything for him and our baby. We also have an older daughter and I have to take her to school and what not. He could do things now. A little here and there but leaves it all up to me. EVERYTHING. Right now he was yelling at us cause the dishes hadn't been washed. I don't sleep. I'm not eating and I haven't even showered in days. I'm disgusted and disappointed in myself. I just feel so down that I don't have the energy to do anything. Idk what to do. I feel useless. Especially because we have no money at all and he's gonna lose his license if he doesn't pay it. I was thinking of investing in a purse to raffle to get a bit of money since I can't even leave my month old baby with him because he can't even change his diaper. Work from home jobs are so hard to find and even more impossible for me to do since I have to watch my baby and do everything for my husband. I'm just beyond stressed and I don't want to go into a dark hole. It's affecting all of us. I don't know how to fix it.