post abortion depression?

i am 16 years old and i had an abortion about 2 months ago.

i had the most horrible experience with it. i have always had an unbelievably strong connection with children... i want to be a kindergarten teacher for god’s sake! and having to make that decision, and having to deal with the emotional and physical toll it had taken on me has been unbelievably hard.

i feel like i need to talk to someone about how i’m feeling and i need to vent about everything that happened and i’m just not sure how to do that...

what should i do?