Rough day, need to vent

LO will be 8 weeks old tomorrow, and my husband is on a work trip from Monday-Thursday. Super long story short, I told him to go on it months before she was born. We both didn’t really want him to go but since its for work I told him to go and enjoy it.

I know it’s a super short time, I know I told him to go, but I can’t help but be super jealous. I’m even mad at myself for telling him to go, and I’m just in a pissy mood. I’m always supportive of him, his career, and his hobbies so I just feel like shit I feel that way... especially since it’s for work. He’s not even anywhere fun so I don’t know why I’m so jealous.

Just needed to vent a little here because I know I’m being ridiculous.