I need to rant because I’m crying like a fool

I had my 32 week apt. Today, doctor was called to L&D so I waited about an hour. No biggie but annoying of course. I’m understanding of it though. Doctor comes in an I’m just not feeling well, thinking it was because I didn’t eat breakfast. She gets paged while she’s checking me out to go back to deliver this baby. I didn’t mention how I was feeling because if I was that momma I’d be screaming for the doctor to come up! I get home an I’m just MISERABLE! I’m having a hard time breathing with all of this pressure, my two year old is wide awake, I’m BEYOND exhausted and just NOT feeling myself. I couldn’t even stand up or speak sentences without feeling like I couldn’t breath and would pass out. I ate lunch, it just made me feel super sick to even eat. Got my son down for a nap thinking finally I got to rest! Felt like I was going to throw up the whole time I laid down an my legs and hips are hurting soooo bad I couldn’t rest. I just want to cry my eyes out with how I’m feeling right now. Most days im ok but today is just not a good day for this mommy 😭😭😭😭 I just need a little validation and reassurance that I’m okay and everything will be okay.