Is it such a bad thing

Is it such a bad thing to want to be appreciated once in fucking while. All I ever hear is the things I don’t do. I clean house, I change the baby, I feed the baby, I work all day, I get up every 3 hrs at night with the baby, I feed everyone, but that’s not enough because the house isn’t spotless all the time and we sometimes eat fast food and I don’t get cars done fast enough at work(owned by me and hubby) all I do is never seen. I love his so much but it’s so overwhelming sometimes. Not to mention I am 10weeks pregnant but we don’t acknowledge that because if we do then that means it’s actually happening.. we don’t talk about it, I go alone to my appointments, I can’t show ultrasounds, I can’t talk about symptoms.. it’s just so ugh😫😫😫😫