My life is falling apart and I’m not sure if I can stay strong.

My life has been so hard the passed 6 months. I had a miscarriage and I have been battling with my happiness since that time. I just haven’t been able to feel like myself😔 there’s just no feeling like holding life inside of you one day and the next nothing 💔 I also recently am going through a break up... and this morning I just found out I’m pregnant. I’m not sure if I should tell my ex about the baby or if I should wait and see if I miscarry again to tell him😓 either way he will be told about his child, I would never keep a baby from their father, he’s not a horrible person at all we just broke up over typical break up stuff. I’m just very hurt, scared, anxious... so many more things. I have no idea what to think, I’m happy to be given the chance to be a mother again but it’s so soon and at such a bad time. I just need some words of encouragement. I know what I need to do to get things moving along, but I just want to hear someone say they been through it and survived.