Confused AF ‼️🤔🤯

Ok I don’t know why this always confuses me. When do I ovulate? These were taken like 3 hours apart today && the bottom one is my big fat opk positive. We BD twice today already just from me seeing the positive but do I ovulate tomorrow or today? I am really hopin this is our month. Watchin everyone around us be preg BUT us hurts SO much 😢. I lost my 2nd baby to heaven in Jan so I must be destined to have rainbows. (Lost my 1st at 27 weeks in 2012 to a true knot, then had my 1st rainbow in 2014...she will be 5 on Wednesday. Had a chemical Jan 2019 and EAGERLY awaiting our 2nd rainbow 🥰) TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE, HUMBLE && HOPEFUL‼️