Miscarriage 3 years ago

I had a miscarriage 3years ago today. I don’t feel as if it ever gets any easier. I feel as the years pass it gets harder to deal with, especially since we have been trying since it happened and everyone around me is pregnant or even on their 3rd child and I can’t even have one. Someone once told me that “god will give you the most perfect baby at the perfect time, he just needed more time.” That is was has kept me somewhat positive these years, but I am losing all hope that the day will ever happen to me.