Fiancés browser wtf ? Body positive?

I get I shouldn’t have seen it. he’d left this browsing tab open googling “engaged but unsure” . Interesting. I pulled the history tab. And got what I deserve I suppose for one snooping.

“Engaged and unsure”

“Top 12 reasons she’s not the one”

“Should I move out of my fiancés house?”

“If I move out do we break up?”

“Fiancé wants me to split bills?”

“Does anyone pay rent to their girlfriend”

“What happens to fat cells when someone looses weight”

“My fiancé is fat and body positive what do I do”

“Not Attracted to my overweight partner”

I weigh 142lbs and am 5’4” . I’m no super model but for fucks sake I’m literally a model. in pants and a small in tops. I’m not 110% happy with my body but I’m like 90-95% happy. I don’t know how I feel about being married to someone who considers me overweight. I know everyone’s allowed there preference - so then don’t ask the girl you think is fat to marry you right ?!?! And I realize I shouldn’t have snooped and that makes me guilty as well. Which now I’ll have to come clean on.

We’ve been together for over 2 years. I was indeed 20lbs heavier when we met and he’s made comments like back then you were chunky! But I didn’t realize there was an issue at my current weight.

My heart sank. He lives with me. I only allowed him to move in because we were getting married this summer. Now what???

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