I have some questions...

I just want to get some answers about being curious with my body and getting to know myself. I’m an underclassmen in high school and i will sometimes get, well, horny. (I’m not used to talking about this so it’s gonna be kinda awkward sorry) I’ve watched prob before and I get super wet and so I put my hands down my pants and I try to do a few things but it never really feels like much. I just wondering if I should talk to my mom but oh god that would be hella awkward. I kinda want a vibrator, just like a small one that could be discreet and not look like anything (if you know what I mean). I’m just wondering if I’m too young to be thinking and wanting to do these things. How would I get some type of little vibrator? I do I learn my body? How can I make myself feel good? Whenever I’ve tried to masturbate it did t feel like anything. Not good or bad. Just nothing. What am I doing wrong? Please help I would really appreciate it. Thanks.