I broke up with my bf of 6 months...Here's the drama

Trigger warning (revenge porn, talk of suicide, depression, etc.)

So my ex and I broke up after 6 months of being together, let's call him B.

Well B got a link sent to him over Kik. A link to pornhub of me and my ex boyfriend (let's call him L) and I having sex. Which is just great because the videos were deleted after L and I broke up, and then being out there could get whoever posted them in A LOT of trouble because there is a law against "revenge porn" in our state, and we were both under 18 in the video.

Well B freaked out. Deleted Kik, didn't take a screenshot of the username so we could find out who has a video of his then girlfriend (ya know ME). Oh no, he calls me and he's hysterical. In the end of that I had to call the police because he was legitimately about to kill himself.

A day or 2 later, I get a message from a mutual friend of mine and L's. She told me L heard about the situation and needed to talk to me. My first thought was for him to fuck off, but then I thought about it. I just meeded to know why (at the time I figured he had done it). So I messaged him. I didn't tell B that I was messaging L again (yes I know that was shitty but he constantly would tell me he would want the truth and that he was fine and he could handle shit but then he'd go off on me whenever I said something he didn't like).

L explained to me that he wasn't that stupid (he knows he would get in A LOT of trouble because he was literally about to turn 18), but he also explained that he had no reason to post that and send a link of it to my then boyfriend because he isn't mad at me and has no reason to hurt me (L and I broke up because he was afraid of hurting me by telling me what was happening in his head after his step-dad killed himself (L saw it happen and had to clean up the aftermath)).

Well L and I started investigating. He found out through a friend of his (lets call her E). I messaged E because she wasn't telling his so I tried to get the information out of her. She wouldn't budge. All she said was "it was someone you told" (which is important to remember). The only people I told was my best friend (calling her N) and my other friends M and S. M doesn't even know E and S is close to E but she didn't tell her about it. I counted put N because they don't like each other. So then L and I thought it was E but we had no proof.

Fast forward a bit, we have no leads anymore because B even deleted his entire Kik account. It's mine and B's 6 month anniversary and his birthday. I haven't talked to L all day, but I've been feeling unwanted. B invited N over to his house, along with me. After a bunch of anxiety and fighting I left and N stayed.

She told him I was talking to L. And so B broke up with me. I blocked L again for about a week. I couldn't deal woth that shit. I got my stuff from B (besides a shirt 😑🙄) and as he was walking back in his house he told me to keep his name out of my mouth because APPARENTLY N had told him I was "talking shit" about him.

I blocked him. Got onto N. Didn't talk to her for days.

L and I got close again, about a week after B and I broke up. I realized I wasn't numb like I was thinking I was about B and the break up, I just didn't care. And my relationship with him was more of a distraction (which I know is really shitty but I really did think that I loves him) from L.

So I tell N I'm back together with L and he interrogates me and says "I can't see you get hurt again" Ohhhhhhh just wait for the juiciest part.

A few days after, she messages me again, interrogating me yet again, judging me on my decision of who I'm dating. And then she tells me...

Someone I considered A SISTER. Someone I was closer to than my ACTUAL FAMILY is dating MY EX.

I've known her more than half of my life and she chose him over me. She hasn't even known him for a year. And she told me straight to my face they would never date that she wouldn't ever do that.

Anywho, so she sabotaged my relationship with him (kinda glad she did; B tened to make me feel like everything was my fault even though he's done shit too. It fucked with my head and he was controlling).

He's the GREAT part. L and I think we know who got the video and posted it. N could have gotten on my My Eyes Only on Snapchat when L and I were together the first time (she knew my passwords because I trusted her) she could have sent it to herself. Saved it. And then she could have sent it to B through Kik.

And then she told E to tell Logan about the video hoping we would contact each other...

So this bitch that I thought was always gonna be there for me betrayed me, lied to me, backstabbed me. And why?? Just because she wants dick.