Pregnancy?!’

Colette • 20. Ttc #1. 1/7/18❤️😇

So my period is 4 days late. I took a test but was too afraid to look at it so I didn’t look at it till the next morning and I’m not sire if the line is an evap line or a real line. It has color. I have been having horrible cramps all day like I’m on my period. I have been spotting for 2 days now. I put a tampon in. I took it out after being in for 5 hours and it comes out like this. Still spotting, no actual blood. I am still cramping on my lower abdomen. I have never experienced this before. And I am too afraid to test again and was waiting to see if I would actually bleed. Has this happened to anyone? And what was the outcome?