Trigger warning!!!

ok..this may be triggering for some so I’m warning ❤️....I’m struggling a lot erm uh well I self harm everyday and when I do it’s like 6-15 at a time..I’ve practically wrecked my arm and upper thigh..I’m disappointed in myself because I heard “no one will ever love you” and “it’s a turn off” and the fact thinking I’ve hacked up my body and will never find love.... idk anymore :(