Ttc is hard mentally

Me and my now fiancé have been trying to get pregnant. We have only tried throughout may so far, everyday, multiple times a day in my ovulation period. My period is late (always on time with glow) we tested and negative... it broke my heart... i cried and cried... we both want this.. but i dont know if i can take the mental strain of negative tests...

I dont want to stop trying but i dont want to feel the pain i felt when i saw that negative line...

How do you all do it? How do you stay strong and keep trying?