My stylist won’t cut my bangs

I want to really cut off my hair but if I did that I would never hear the end of it. It would be something everyone else would make me self conscious over so it’s not worth it. Because of my job I have to have my hair up all day everyday. The constant pony tails have caused the very start of a receding hair line. So I am wanting to cut my bangs.. not super short or straight across bangs but something that would allow me to wear the front of my hair down so that it stops pulling at my hair line. I texted her and she was like “no.” “Nope.” My god I just want bangs, I don’t want to be bald. I had to ask her 3 times to keep cutting more hair off my length because she’s scared to cut it or doesn’t want to cut my hair short idk.

I guess I have to go to another stylist which is nerve wracking. I understand that people regret getting bangs and usually get them during a life crisis but MY HAIR LINE IS RECEDING. ID RATHER HAVE UGLY BANGS.