Anxious!

At 9 I have my 37.1 apppointment and I get to see baby girl for the first time in 17 weeks. I'm so excited and anxious I've been up since 5:30. I was cramping in my back real bad last night but was able to eventually fall asleep. I've lost my plug and have had lots of contractions since my last appointment. I hope doctor sees more progression. I live 40 miles from the birthing center so I'm even more anxious I'm going to give birth in the car 😣 I just hope I have some more answers and less anxiety today.