SCARED ! 😭😭😭

When I had my son I had him at 16 years old. I was 30 weeks & it was so unexpected in 15 minutes on New Year’s eve. My dr had no clue why I went so early. He will be 8 years old this year. I had a smooth pregnancy. Found out at 3 months & had him early. I am now currently 36 weeks pregnant. I found out at 3 Weeks. I have 100 issues that I’m use to now & I deal with cause there’s no other choice 🙄🤗 but my point is being older and pregnant now, I feel sooooo nervous because I feel like this is my first and it’s not. I am more nervous than I was with the first one. I wish I could shake the feeling. My husband said I’m making it worse on myself cause I’m thinking too hard. I’m terrified of the contractions & actual birth. I am SCARED. I won’t lie. I keep feeling like im gonna pass out during labor as dramatic as I sound. Any advice ladies on how to relax my mind and shake this feeling 😔 I had Braxton Hicks two days ago which I never experienced til then & I was panicking it hurt so bad. 😔😔😔 as the time

Gets closer I am just 😳😳😳 I can’t wait to meet my baby. I am over being pregnant. I just wish I could snap my fingers 😭🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😔😔😔