Still miserable

10 weeks, 4 days and I am beyond miserable. I broke down crying all morning because I’m always nauseous or throwing up. I’ve been on unisom and b6, Zofran and am now on Reglan and nothing seems to be helping. I have to work full time overnight and I am just miserable. I want to cry again out of frustration. I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I just want to feel semi-normal again. I want to remember what it’s like not to feel nauseous. I’m praying this doesn’t last longer than the first trimester because if it does, I don’t know how I won’t go insane. I don’t know what else to do anymore. I’m going back to the doctor as soon as I get off work to get IV and ask for them to please take me off work for Wednesday night. That’s my last night of the work week. I just need some relief and I need to vent. I’m at work and hating every second of everything. Life is not enjoyable anymore.

Update: I threw up so much that I’m in the ER now.