Just need to vent a little

One of my Fiance's aunts works at my drs office. I went there today to be put on meds for my PPD. She was talking to someone else there and then that person walked up to me and said that it was a good thing we didn't have twins.

I'm not sure if his aunt knew that we were originally expecting twins and lost one, and then she told someone else. But regardless it really hurt to hear. My PPD already makes me feel like a failure as a mother. Why would you tell me that its a good thing that we didn't have twins. It already feels like its my fault that my daughters twin passed. It feels like I wasn't going to be good enough for both of them so I was only given one. It just really hurts to think about.

On the brightside, I was put on Zoloft today. I can't wait for these feelings to go away.