Being Over Due

Currently 4 days overdue with my first baby. (Now I complety understand A. Your not "technically" overdue until your past 42 weeks & B. It's better to have an overdue baby then have them before 40 week mark.) I can not stop crying however because I can only get maximum of 2-3 hours of sleep a day. I feel like a freaking Zombie half the time I have no energy. I feel like my body is just giving up and giving out on me and I just hate it. Now I am so so so happy to know my baby boy is healthy inside of me but I just feel like it's time for him to be healthy outside of me and that the doctors are just making me wait because medically they are given the 2 week lee way window. I have a doctors appointment here shortly and if I don't get an induce date I'm probably gunna break down crying just from sheer exhaustion. All I need is a few hours of a nap uninterrupted to just revive my body and hard to do that with a bunch of unauthorized kungfoo partys going on in your uterus. Now I don't mean to sound ungrateful or dramatic I know aome people go much further overdue then I am there first time and some people wish they could of gotten as far as I am to have a healthier baby but I am just so so so drained....