Postpartum bodies

Do you guys feel like you have your pre pregnancy bodies back? I’m 4 ish weeks postpartum and feeling kind or down on my body. I’m so grateful for what it created and how strong it is. And I also know it took 9 months to grow into what it did and it will take time but I’m feeling kind of unattractive because of my belly. I didn’t gain much weight during pregnancy bc of HG and I am only 5 lbs from my pre pregnancy weight but my stomach isn’t as flat. Feeling frustrated bc I feel I can’t diet due to breastfeeding and can’t work out yet bc I haven’t had my 6 week post op appointment. Should my belly be back to being flat by now? When does it normally go back?

I can’t believe I’m even posting this because I know it’s going to take time. Trying to be easy on myself but it’s hard to feel good in my pre pregnancy clothes and my maternity clothes don’t look right either.