Need to vent !!!

I really think I need a therapist. Because I feel so unhappy with myself. One my hair has fell out from pregnant, two my stomach is a messed up and I even losted the but I gained from child birth so now I look like a stick and I haven’t had sex in a year with my child’s dad. And sex with him is so wack. I just need someone who can relate to me. Because , I’m really unhappy but I’m grateful so I stay. I hate that also I’m the one working two jobs and got him a car and when I want to fix my stomach he asks why and that it’s sinning in Gods eyes. Like I’m the one who has to leave with this body and I’m unhappy with are relationship. He’s a good guy I’m just not happy.