I miss a good nights sleep SO much

I definitely don't have PPD, but sometimes it hits me that my life will never be the same. Starting to feel like I will NEVER have a restful sleep again. It's like I cant even have one good night a week or a month even. And it's a terrible feeling. I miss the days when I could just go to sleep and wake up when I please the next day, spend time in bed with the hubby, watch TV etc. The most I can look forward to is the chance that my baby might have a long morning nap after a miserable night of being up every 1-2 hours. And even then he usually wakes up around 30 mins to cry and need his soother back in. It just makes me so sad! Anyone else feel this way?