Dream meaning?

I keep having this dream and by that I mean Ive been having it for years. That I “remember” that I had a baby in the past. I remember giving birth and giving my baby up for adoption. For whatever reason I was made to forget that I had the baby. From then on the whole Dream is emotionally difficult. I want to get rid of the dream because it’s repetitive and annoying. If I can try to interpret the dream maybe I can move on from it