Another month, another negative hpt

There was a time when I really believed we could do this. We could defy the odds. Here we are another year come and gone and another negative pregnancy test.

This experience has changed me. I feel more realistic, more grounded in a way.

I guess this experience has forced me to grow up real fast. Medical bills, Dr appts, big words - googling, difficult conversations with my husband and his frustratingly-optimistic-attituide.

Baby dust to all the ladies out there feeling the same. With each negative pregnancy test we have, a little magic, a little hope, a little Joy is taken from us.